I have always been interesting in becoming an artist.. the one problem is I am lazy. I always seem to make leaps and bounds in my artwork, but then I just stop doing things for months at a time. Why? Because I find if I try to do to much at once my art starts to drop in it's quality. One of my dreams is to be a graphic novelist.. because I have so many ideas for stories, both short and long, and so many amazing characters that just make me so happy.. I know id be happy doing it.. but I just can't seem to get the knack for it. I want to be able to create smooth lines, not shaky ones. I want to be able to actually draw clothes, instead of globs of color that I attempt to pass for clothes, or just leaving my characters naked all together.. I want to be so much better.. but I don't know how to get that style of a manga that I want.
Other then artwork, I also enjoy making jewelry (when I have the supplies). I enjoy showing people and giving it away, id love to be able to do it more often if only I had the money. On top of jewelry making, I'd really love to be able to make more own costumes and clothing for people, and myself. I can do very basic sewing but one day I'd really like to get into it.
I use to be a big time hunter as well, I use to absolutely love the thrill of the chase and kill. More because it was the best moments in my life with my father, running beside him, sharing that closeness... My father was so.. incredibly important to me. But because of personal issues and circumstances... he "died" and was reborn as someone I don't know.. someone who is hallow eyed, distant and just... not someone I can even look at anymore. Some would say that it was nobody's fault what happened to him.. some would say it was his fault... I would say it was my fault. Why? Because... before he got into what.. destroyed him as a person, he was just trying to make the money he had to make to support me, and that lead to injuries.. which lead to painkillers.. and eventually the other things. Now hunting is often something I love to talk about... but would I ever do it again without my father? I honestly couldn't tell you.
Im in love with my best friend, she is very important and special to me. I plan to spend the rest of my life with her, creating things and being content, comfortable and happy. Wherever we decide to go in life, as long as I am with her, I will be home